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Tuesday, 24 November 2009

  • You were made to meet your maker.






    How fickle my heart and how woozy my eyes, I struggle to find any truth in your lies.
    And now my heart stumbles on things I don't know. This weakness I feel I must finally show
    Lend me your hand and we'll conquer them all. But lend me your heart and I'll just
     let you fall. Lend me your eyes I can change what you see but your soul you must keep,
    totally free.





    He runs up to the nearest girl and he comments on her glorious curls.
    Says darling come with me, I'll show you a whole new world.





    She sits him down in a stiff chair, rubs his back and strapes his hair. Telling him it’s ok to
    cry but he just sits and stares. The merciless moon outside, has nothing now he’s
    come to realize. Only the desolation he feels, the cold distance inside. But you and I now,
    we can be alright. Just hold on to what we know is true. You and I now, ‘though it’s cold inside
    Can feel the tide turning.





    I can’t promise you that I won’t let you down and I, I can’t promise you that I will
    be the only one around. When your hope falls down but we’re young. Open flowers in
     the windy fields of this war-torn world and love. This city breathes the plague of loving
    things more than their creators.





    They told me love was a fortress and I had never put it to the test
    And all the while I relied on this honesty. Well in love we are but amateurs at best.
    But please don't cry, you liar





    I ran away. I could not take the burden of both me and you. It was too fast. Casting love
    on me as if it were a spell I could not break. When it was a promise I could not make.
    But what if I was wrong? But hold on to what you believe in the light. When the darkness
    has robbed you of all your sight. And now this land means less and less to me without
    you breathing through its trees. At every turn. The water runs away from me
     and the halo disappears. And the hole when you’re not near.





    <3333333333333333



Tuesday, 10 November 2009

  • be still. wait and know I understand you.






    Strengthen your arms now. Train your fingers for battle. Urgency's here now
    Train your fingers for battle. Fighting this violence. With your feet wrapped in peace.
    Sad tears and silence. Now screams of joy. Victory.





    I love the way that your heart breaks with every injustice and deadly fate. Praying it all
    be new and living like it all depends on you. Here you are down on your knees again
    trying to find air to breathe again. Only surrender will help you now. I love you please see
     and believe again. I love that you’re never satisfied with face value wisdom and happy lies
    you take what they say and go back and cry, you’re so close to me that you nearly died.





    Beautified diversity. Functioning as one body. Every part encouraged by the other
    No one independent of another. You're irreplaceable, indispensable
    You're incredible.






    I'm sorry for suchhhh a short post. But my computer sucks and
    so does applying to college. I miss all of your comments, loves.
    <333333


Wednesday, 04 November 2009

  • Ask her her story, ask her her name.






    Here's how it goes, boy meets girl, girl leaves boy. That's all I know. All I've done,
    all my life. Cause throughout my history, I've only been with jerks. Who couldn't
     take it. But you see the picket fence a wing on the front porch. With us two on it.





    Now your photos don't have a picture frame and I never say your name and I never will
    And all your things, well I threw them in the trash and I'm not even sad.





    tf_sid = "PMMBs0005"; tf_artist = "Carrie Underwood"; tf_song = "Undo It"; document.write('' You stole my happy, you made me cry. Took the lonely and took me for a ride
    And I wanna undo it. You had my heart, now I want it back. I'm starting to see
    everything you lack. Boy you blew it, you put me through it
    I wanna uh-uh-uh-uh-uh-undo it.





    Oh, the smallest thing can make all the difference. Love is alive,
    don't listen to them when they say
    "You're just a fool, just a fool to believe you can change the world"





    Wanna find some boy, rip his heart right out. First man I see, gonna take him down
    It ain't the Christian thing to do, they say. But someone, somewheres gotta pay.
    And if it wasn't for guys like you. There wouldn't be songs like this. And if you hadn't
    gone and done me wrong. I wouldn't go off like this. Yeah, even I'm surprised
    How easy sweet revenge rolls off my lips. If it wasn't for guys like you
    There wouldn't be songs like this.





    I bet all I had on a thing called love. I guess in the end it wasn't enough
    And it's hard to watch you leave right now. I'm gonna have to learn to let you
    go somehow. Somehow.





    When I believe that nothing lasts forever. You stay with me, keeping us together
    And make me feel like I never ever wanna give you up. Til now, I've always been
     a quitter. You rescued me. Saved my life just in time. Saw past all my issues and scars
    And made me try. Cause oh, the way you're kissing me. Makes it hard to breathe
    But I still like it. Oh oh, it truly feels like a dream. You know exactly how I want it.





    The world's so big, it can break your heart. And you just want to help,
    not sure where to start. So you close your eyes and send up a prayer into the dark.





    I should have known by the way you passed me by. There was something in your eyes
    and it wasn't right. I should have walked, but I never had the chance. Everything got out of
    hand and I let it slide. Now I only have myself to blame for falling for your stupid games
    I wish my life could be the way it was before I saw your face.





    You want my future, you can't have it. I'm still trying to erase you from my past.
    I need you gone so fast.





    Naming all our kids that we hadn't had yet. One for your grandma and one for mine
    Said we'd draw straws when it came time. I'll move on baby just like you. When the desert
    floods and the grass turns blue. When a sailing ship don't need a moon. It'll hurt like hell
    but I'll get through. Someday when I stop loving you.


    <333333

Saturday, 31 October 2009

  • You know I won’t let you go.






    I'm looking for that clearer water. I'll never be thirsty again
    If I could just touch them all. It could all be over. And all my sorrows could end
    This is what I'm waiting for. I know that there's something more on the way.






    They sit still and wait to dance while the evening hours end because they’re existing
    for the chance that you’ll ask them out again. Don’t believe in what they say,
     because you can’t do this on your own. In the night they break away, and you’re
     left captured all alone. Raise the price upon your life and the heartache that it brings.
    Watch these feathers fall from our skies as the angels lose their wings. Though the
    seasons always change, I am written on these stones. Don’t forget the burdens you
    gave every wrong to me alone. Don’t walk away from me, it’s the tragedy of night.
    You can’t see this on your own, so take my hand and we’ll get by.





    I gave everything tonight so that you could come back home with a smile upon
    your face and the morning in your arms. I changed everything in this place
     because you’re worth a lover’s charm.





    Write me down, I am the words: falling apart.
    Take this broken world off of my heart.
    So I stumble down into the room where the templates are made.
    And you show me that somehow I can change these days.





    You pulled a part of me I could never understand. Crashing to your side
    and your breaking up this silence. Never to again let my courage fall.
    You try for every moment, walking hand in hand. So encouraging.
    I’m continually coming, time and time again for anything you say now.
    For anything you say now.





    For this foreign affair I will abide as the middle man.
    Cause the solo cry is more than I can stand.
    So I walk on air, and awkwardly seek out a child’s form.





    When we all move on and go back to the start. To when there was no wrong
    and we could love. Without a fear of change. With the courage of kings
    With a steady hand we'll place everything. Together again. We'll be together again
    So let's begin to take this in. You are the balance. You are the fold.
    You are the sails that bring me home.





    Happy Halloween!
    The boyfriend and I will be taking my 2 year old nephew trick-or-treating!
    He's going to be a garden gnome.





    <3333


Tuesday, 27 October 2009

  • You gave my life direction.






    I wanna take you with me to life with no more yesterdays. We can start again awake and
    so excited and change the way we always push, we always push. I'll open up and
    be your parachute and I'll never let you down. So open up and be my human angel
    and we'll only hit the ground running.





    Your sweet moving. The smell of you in every single dream I dream
    I knew when we collided you're the one I have decided, who's one of my kind.





    When the world gets sharp and tries to cut you down to size and makes you feel like
    giving in. Oh, I will stay, I will rain, I will wash the words and pain away and I
     will chase away the way we push the way we pull, you're beautiful.





    If it feels like we might drop it will stop. So don't look down, it wouldn't be the same
    without you. This life is too good to give up on.





    You're the only one I'm dreaming of. You see I can be myself now finally
    In fact there's nothing I cant be.
    I want the world to see you'll be with me


     


    We were stars up in the sunlit sky. No one else could see. Neither of else ever
    thought to ask why. It wasn’t meant to be. Maybe we were way too high
    to ever understand. Baby we were victims of all the foolish plans. We began to divide.





    A game show love connection, we can't deny. I'm so obsessed.
    My heart is bound to beat right out my untrimmed chest.






    You and I were friends from outer space. Afraid to let go. The only two who understood
    this place. And as far as we know. We were way before our time. As bold as we
    were blind. Just another perfect mistake. Another bridge to take. On the way of letting go,
    This ain’t goodbye. It is just the way love goes.


    <3 <3 <3